hi daddy

looking at Darin's picture today:

Bean: "hi daddy"
Bell: "hi daddy"
Bell: "we play candyland and memory game and read stories."
Bean: "we play candyland and memory game"
Bell: "you in heaven, daddy.?."
Bean: "yeah, we see you in heaven sometimes"
Bell: "mommy miss you sometimes, but i make mommy happy"
(Bean notices i'm crying listening to this)
Bean: "it's okay mommy. daddy in heaven. we see daddy when we go to heaven."
Bell: "i really really miss you"

there's nothing i can add. it's just so genuine. it breaks my heart.

Daddy with Bell (l) and Bean (r) January 2010